somethin i would lik to say but will not reveal in detail or m i jz talkin craps...

well..yesterday nite was not da best nite for me..was lonely n bein sad all along..no one understood wat had happened..i dun understand,y everyone hv to selfish n pay attention on only one person or one thing?i dun understand y after everythin i did,n yet i get so much hatred from everyone..was it somethin i said?well,it might b n dat is y im hopin to change rite now..but everythin i did was all for everyone n not myself..well ,small part of it might b for me but mostly everythin,i did for everyone..i dun wan ppl to hate me..i wan them to lik me,dat is y i dun lik to make decisions n let them b da one..i would obey n respect in everythin dat they've decided..wat i hope,is dat..i hope its enough to help..but anyway,wat has ended has ended..well..im begining to feel somethin in campus..its from someone.."he/she" began to show negative sign to me..i will not say who..but anyway..its as if im a irresponsible person..i seriously dun feel lik telling it in details coz goin thru is hurtin enough..anyway..these few days,or actually this few weeks dat ive gone thru there were some lessons dat ive learned...im very confused now..alot of things r goin round n round in my head..wondering wat i should do next to mayb just make d ending a lil happier...honestly,i dun lik wer im standin..or who i m or wat i m..i felt very lost...hoping someone would help me..but knowin dat, dat someone will not show up..in d end its jz a waste n a hopeless hope...i dun share all my feelins out n neither do i wanna hv ppl havin hatred in me..as i loved everyone da same n hopin da same way back to me too... :) i guess this is my blog for today.. love my darlings alot alot..